shouzu

Well I am trying to write this dialogue, poem thingy (idk why just thought it up) which is of course very Emo, as i have been recently. Whats come to question is why do i sit here late at night and basically not know what to do. Know i wish it was as  simple as "hey Luke why do u do that", "well Luke you see...". Nope so I try this poem to find out in myself what is wrong... Ha I feel like Sherlock Holmes in my own soul! Except not as good. >.> Well any way i guess I am just tryin to spread the word that I am figuring out to art seem to answer my questions somehow. And in this case its why do i sit here at 1:20 AM doing nothing? I've used the

What is the right thing? Who ever made it up? and what the hell makes something the right thing? For me, being stuck betwixt my parents both showing me counter arguments the basically spell the opposite of the other, it is impossible to know for myself. Apparently its illegal for me to ask the judge himself, but i don't even know if that's true. So where the hell do i go now? Can't my parents see that in the end im just going to leave and never come back?? Seriously pisses me off! I mean you got married in the first place, (what the hell happened to that "for better or for worse" part?) have two kids, and then leave each other, and now you ex

humm... sitting here... 2AM listening to this very sentimental trak by deadmau5 (at bottom) thinking of past, future... everything just piles up... nothin works. seems like no one's there. well this is going to an Emo tone... but thats how I am, I wonder if anyone can understand my thoughts written out like this? anyway me being Emo, cuz nothin works. always end up by myself no one ever seems to miss me. I am probably just going to b bored all winter break, come back to school hear how much fun everyone had, pretend like they should have invited me... yea i fail. But thats how I am... prolly gonna end up a bum, they say a lot of smart people